Journal Entry-March 29, 2009
Leviticus 26:4 "I will give you your rains in their season, and the land shall yield increase, and the trees of the field shall yield their fruit."
The four days of spring rain we've had have been such a blessing this week. But I'm sure there are not many people (especially teachers!) who don't yearn to see the sun after those rains! Even God's creatures seek out the sun. Today our dog, Brissy, sought out the sunny corner of her kennel to bask in the sun. In my classroom, we have 10 Painted Lady Butterflies that we have watched change from tiny caterpillars to beautiful butterflies. On Friday, we moved their tent toward the turtle's basking light. Six out of ten immediately flew to the light source and began slowly opening and closing their wings. Those who have trusted Jesus as their Savior will one day be in a place where the sun is no longer needed!
"And the city has no need of sun or moon to shine on it for the glory of God gives it light, and its lamp is the Lamb." Revelation 21:23
Rain or shine, there is always "sunshine" in my heart from the cards, emails, phone calls, and greetings from so many of you! Thank you for your prayers and words to me that are "fitly spoken".
"A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of silver." Proverbs 25:17
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
SCACS Fine Arts
Journal Entry-March 19-20, 2009
I was able to go to the State SCACS Fine Arts Festival in Columbia with Joey on Thursday and Friday. It was a blessing not just to hear Joey play and sing, but to hear all the other students from Hampton Park Christian School and the other 24 Christian schools represented there. They were using their talents for the glory of their Lord and also enjoying the excitement of competition after training so diligently. It was such a great time of bonding for the teachers, the parents, and the students. Joey and Matthew placed first with their sacred piano duet. Joey placed second with his sacred piano solo. The HPCS High School Band placed first. Joey will go as a percussionist with the band to National Competition next month.
Our God is a great God- a God who commands our praise, our service, our talents, our love, and our lives!
I was able to go to the State SCACS Fine Arts Festival in Columbia with Joey on Thursday and Friday. It was a blessing not just to hear Joey play and sing, but to hear all the other students from Hampton Park Christian School and the other 24 Christian schools represented there. They were using their talents for the glory of their Lord and also enjoying the excitement of competition after training so diligently. It was such a great time of bonding for the teachers, the parents, and the students. Joey and Matthew placed first with their sacred piano duet. Joey placed second with his sacred piano solo. The HPCS High School Band placed first. Joey will go as a percussionist with the band to National Competition next month.
Our God is a great God- a God who commands our praise, our service, our talents, our love, and our lives!
Encouragement in the valley
Journal Entry-March 14-18, 2009
"Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones...The Lord redeems the life of his servants; none of those who take refuge in Him will be condemned." Psalm 34:19-22
"I will restore health unto thee, and I will heal thee." Jeremiah 30:17
"What do we do when we face challenges that make us wonder what's ahead? The answers are not always easy, and the direction is not always clear. In these circumstances, our hope is in God alone. Our lives and our times are in His hands, and He assures us that He is the rock we can stand upon through the storm.” Roy Lessin
"From the end of the earth will I cry unto Thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I." Psalm 61:2
I want to thank everyone so much for the extra intercession on my behalf for the first week after my chemotherapy. It is a valley, but as I walk through it I know I'll eventually come out on the other side and it's only because so many are praying for grace as I go. The food, the kind words, the thoughts, and prayers are sustaining.
"Faith never knows where it is being led, but it loves and knows the One who is leading. It is a life of faith, not of intellect and reason, but a life of knowing Who makes us "go". The root of faith is the knowledge of a Person. The life of faith is not a life of always mounting up with wings, but a life of walking and not fainting...a faith that has been proved and has stood the test...a tried faith built on a real God." (From My Utmost for His Highest)
"Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones...The Lord redeems the life of his servants; none of those who take refuge in Him will be condemned." Psalm 34:19-22
"I will restore health unto thee, and I will heal thee." Jeremiah 30:17
"What do we do when we face challenges that make us wonder what's ahead? The answers are not always easy, and the direction is not always clear. In these circumstances, our hope is in God alone. Our lives and our times are in His hands, and He assures us that He is the rock we can stand upon through the storm.” Roy Lessin
"From the end of the earth will I cry unto Thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I." Psalm 61:2
I want to thank everyone so much for the extra intercession on my behalf for the first week after my chemotherapy. It is a valley, but as I walk through it I know I'll eventually come out on the other side and it's only because so many are praying for grace as I go. The food, the kind words, the thoughts, and prayers are sustaining.
"Faith never knows where it is being led, but it loves and knows the One who is leading. It is a life of faith, not of intellect and reason, but a life of knowing Who makes us "go". The root of faith is the knowledge of a Person. The life of faith is not a life of always mounting up with wings, but a life of walking and not fainting...a faith that has been proved and has stood the test...a tried faith built on a real God." (From My Utmost for His Highest)
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Wonderfully Made
Journal Entry-March 15, 2009
This round has been a little tough to shake! From the moment I walked into the chemo. room on Thursday, the smell of the chemicals hit me like a brick wall. I asked Joe if he smelled them and he didn't. Later I talked to Cassie, my nurse, and she said the nurses don't smell them either. But a lot of patients do begin to really get nauseated when they come for treatment after they've been through a few rounds. She said unfortunately, it doesn't get any easier. She told me to try some Vicks Vapor Rub on my nose before I come in each time from here on out. It helped on Friday when I went back for my shot and fluids. Even with all the medicines I'm taking for side effects, I'm having trouble getting past the nausea and chemical taste. Hopefully it will subside little by little over the next few days. I'm planning to try to make it at work tomorrow.
I had been wondering why certain side effects seem to be so predictable on certain days after my chemotherapy. Such as the mouth sores and heartburn around day 5-7 and the eye and nose discomfort after day 12-14. He said that all the linings of these organs (nose, eyes, throat, stomach, etc.) are continually peeling off layers and renewing themselves. The chemicals I receive target rapidly dividing cells and it can't tell the difference between the good and the bad. So when I get my chemotherapy, it kills the layer of renewing cells underneath. And when it's time for that new layer of cells to take over, they aren't there! This causes the irritation until a new layer is grown to replace it. It continues to amaze me how wonderfully God made us!
This round has been a little tough to shake! From the moment I walked into the chemo. room on Thursday, the smell of the chemicals hit me like a brick wall. I asked Joe if he smelled them and he didn't. Later I talked to Cassie, my nurse, and she said the nurses don't smell them either. But a lot of patients do begin to really get nauseated when they come for treatment after they've been through a few rounds. She said unfortunately, it doesn't get any easier. She told me to try some Vicks Vapor Rub on my nose before I come in each time from here on out. It helped on Friday when I went back for my shot and fluids. Even with all the medicines I'm taking for side effects, I'm having trouble getting past the nausea and chemical taste. Hopefully it will subside little by little over the next few days. I'm planning to try to make it at work tomorrow.
I had been wondering why certain side effects seem to be so predictable on certain days after my chemotherapy. Such as the mouth sores and heartburn around day 5-7 and the eye and nose discomfort after day 12-14. He said that all the linings of these organs (nose, eyes, throat, stomach, etc.) are continually peeling off layers and renewing themselves. The chemicals I receive target rapidly dividing cells and it can't tell the difference between the good and the bad. So when I get my chemotherapy, it kills the layer of renewing cells underneath. And when it's time for that new layer of cells to take over, they aren't there! This causes the irritation until a new layer is grown to replace it. It continues to amaze me how wonderfully God made us!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
3rd Chemotherapy
Journal Entry-March 12, 2009
It was great to be in the house of the Lord last night. It is so encouraging to see and talk to people there, but mostly to sing praises to my Lord and hear a Word from Him. Joey and Matthew played their sacred solos for the prelude and their duet for the offertory. Only 3 months ago he was just beginning to use his right hand again following his surgery and hand therapy. It is such a blessing to hear Anna and Joey as they practice piano and voice at home. When they are singing or playing hymns it really lifts my spirit to sing in my heart the truths of the words. My great aunt Louise and her daughter, Judy, were able to come and hear Joey play. Judy is a church organist and played for our wedding. It was wonderful to have them there.
I have met with Dr. Go and my blood counts are good today. I am in my chemo. chair awaiting my third treatment. Joan, the Thursday volunteer, has stocked us up with sodas, crackers, and a pillow for me! 3 down-3 to go!
It was great to be in the house of the Lord last night. It is so encouraging to see and talk to people there, but mostly to sing praises to my Lord and hear a Word from Him. Joey and Matthew played their sacred solos for the prelude and their duet for the offertory. Only 3 months ago he was just beginning to use his right hand again following his surgery and hand therapy. It is such a blessing to hear Anna and Joey as they practice piano and voice at home. When they are singing or playing hymns it really lifts my spirit to sing in my heart the truths of the words. My great aunt Louise and her daughter, Judy, were able to come and hear Joey play. Judy is a church organist and played for our wedding. It was wonderful to have them there.
I have met with Dr. Go and my blood counts are good today. I am in my chemo. chair awaiting my third treatment. Joan, the Thursday volunteer, has stocked us up with sodas, crackers, and a pillow for me! 3 down-3 to go!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Hair-the Perfect Head Covering
Journal Entry-March 7, 2009
I was contemplating hair today as I struggled with the “uncomfortableness” of my turban while it pressed my glasses against my head! God is so amazing that He gave us a perfect head covering when he gave us hair! It keeps our heads warm in the cold weather. It protects our heads from sunburn. It doesn't blow off!! It ventilates and cools you in the warm weather. It doesn't press against your glasses and give you a headache! I miss my hair, but it will return!
"I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well." Psalm 139:14
I was contemplating hair today as I struggled with the “uncomfortableness” of my turban while it pressed my glasses against my head! God is so amazing that He gave us a perfect head covering when he gave us hair! It keeps our heads warm in the cold weather. It protects our heads from sunburn. It doesn't blow off!! It ventilates and cools you in the warm weather. It doesn't press against your glasses and give you a headache! I miss my hair, but it will return!
"I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well." Psalm 139:14
True Thirst
Journal Entry-March 6, 2009
Happy 14th Birthday, Joey! We used a gift certificate from some dear friends of ours to go out to eat at the Olive Garden. It was very special and the food was delicious. If you see Joey, ask him to tell you about the Italian birthday song!
A friend sent some verse cards to me this week. One of the verses was about thirst. I've never known thirst like I have since I started chemotherapy. It seems like no matter how much I drink, I'm parched with thirst. Even my nose, eyes, and throat burn with dryness. But how wonderful it is to read that no thirst is too great for God!
"The poor and needy search for water, but there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. But I the Lord will answer them; I, the God of Isreal, will not forsake. I will make rivers flow on barren heights, and springs within the valleys. I will turn the desert into pools of water, and the parched ground into springs. I will put in the desert the cedar and the acacia, the myrtle and the olive. I will set pines in the waste land, the fir and cypress together, so that people may see and know, may consider and understand, that the hand of the Lord has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it." Isaiah 41:17-20
Earlier this week, we received a meal from someone I have never even met! Her daughter is in Kids For Truth with Anna and she heard about my cancer. She sent a huge bag full of food and an encouraging note. The Lord is so good to bless us in so many ways. I look forward to meeting her soon!
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you...Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." John 14:27
"My presence will go with you and I will give you rest." Exodus 33:14
"I will go in the strength of the Lord God." Psalm 71:16
Happy 14th Birthday, Joey! We used a gift certificate from some dear friends of ours to go out to eat at the Olive Garden. It was very special and the food was delicious. If you see Joey, ask him to tell you about the Italian birthday song!
A friend sent some verse cards to me this week. One of the verses was about thirst. I've never known thirst like I have since I started chemotherapy. It seems like no matter how much I drink, I'm parched with thirst. Even my nose, eyes, and throat burn with dryness. But how wonderful it is to read that no thirst is too great for God!
"The poor and needy search for water, but there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. But I the Lord will answer them; I, the God of Isreal, will not forsake. I will make rivers flow on barren heights, and springs within the valleys. I will turn the desert into pools of water, and the parched ground into springs. I will put in the desert the cedar and the acacia, the myrtle and the olive. I will set pines in the waste land, the fir and cypress together, so that people may see and know, may consider and understand, that the hand of the Lord has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it." Isaiah 41:17-20
Earlier this week, we received a meal from someone I have never even met! Her daughter is in Kids For Truth with Anna and she heard about my cancer. She sent a huge bag full of food and an encouraging note. The Lord is so good to bless us in so many ways. I look forward to meeting her soon!
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you...Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." John 14:27
"My presence will go with you and I will give you rest." Exodus 33:14
"I will go in the strength of the Lord God." Psalm 71:16
Snow Days
Journal Entry-March 2-3, 2009
Snow-glorious snow! What a peaceful and beautiful reminder of God's supremacy and care for us. We had two days off from school. They were "jewels" I treasured. We had a wonderful time sledding and snowball fighting. I'm so thankful I could get out and enjoy this time with my family.
A friend of mine who is also battling cancer sent me this verse today. "I beat them fine as dust before the wind; I cast them out like the mire of the streets." Psalm 18:42
This is what God is doing through the chemotherapy to our cancer!
Snow-glorious snow! What a peaceful and beautiful reminder of God's supremacy and care for us. We had two days off from school. They were "jewels" I treasured. We had a wonderful time sledding and snowball fighting. I'm so thankful I could get out and enjoy this time with my family.
A friend of mine who is also battling cancer sent me this verse today. "I beat them fine as dust before the wind; I cast them out like the mire of the streets." Psalm 18:42
This is what God is doing through the chemotherapy to our cancer!
Pancakes and Brownies
Journal Entry-March 1, 2009
I was able to make pancakes and brownies for my family this weekend!
"The times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord." Acts 3:19
"The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer; my God is my rock in whom I take refuge."
Psalm 18:2
I was able to make pancakes and brownies for my family this weekend!
"The times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord." Acts 3:19
"The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer; my God is my rock in whom I take refuge."
Psalm 18:2
The Flu Has Arrived!
Journal Entry-February 28, 2009
Anna has been running a fever off and on since Monday and we found out Thursday she has Type B influenza. But the Lord is gracious and has protected us all from the germs. She is feeling a little better. I was able to take Joey and Anna to Federation at BJU today. Joey is playing piano solo and hymn playing. Anna is playing piano solo and doing vocal solo. I'm thankful to be able to go with them and celebrate the talents the Lord has given them.
"Lead me in thy truth, and teach me; for thou art the God of my salvation. On Thee do I wait all the day." Psalm 25:5
"I will bring health and healing..." Jeremiah 33:6
"I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress; my God; in Him will I trust." Psalm 91:2
"He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wing shalt thou trust." Psalm 91:4
Anna has been running a fever off and on since Monday and we found out Thursday she has Type B influenza. But the Lord is gracious and has protected us all from the germs. She is feeling a little better. I was able to take Joey and Anna to Federation at BJU today. Joey is playing piano solo and hymn playing. Anna is playing piano solo and doing vocal solo. I'm thankful to be able to go with them and celebrate the talents the Lord has given them.
"Lead me in thy truth, and teach me; for thou art the God of my salvation. On Thee do I wait all the day." Psalm 25:5
"I will bring health and healing..." Jeremiah 33:6
"I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress; my God; in Him will I trust." Psalm 91:2
"He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wing shalt thou trust." Psalm 91:4
Arise and Shine!
Journal Entry-February 23-27, 2009
I've been able to work all week. This week in my devotions (My Utmost for His Highest) I've read these thoughts on drudgery and despair.
"Arise from the dead." Ephesians 5:14
"Arise and eat." I Kings 19:5
"Arise, shine!" Isaiah 60:1
"When the inspiration of God does come, it comes with such miraculous power that we are able to arise from the dead and do the impossible thing. The remarkable thing about spiritual initiative is that the life comes after we do the "bucking up". God does not give us overcoming life; He gives us life as we overcome. We have to take the first step as though there were no God. It is no use to wait for God to help us, He will not; but immediately we arise, we find He is there. It requires the inspiration of God to go through drudgery with the light of God upon it."
There have been many times this week when it was all I could do to just arise-and do the next thing. I need the Lord to help me "shine"!
I've been able to work all week. This week in my devotions (My Utmost for His Highest) I've read these thoughts on drudgery and despair.
"Arise from the dead." Ephesians 5:14
"Arise and eat." I Kings 19:5
"Arise, shine!" Isaiah 60:1
"When the inspiration of God does come, it comes with such miraculous power that we are able to arise from the dead and do the impossible thing. The remarkable thing about spiritual initiative is that the life comes after we do the "bucking up". God does not give us overcoming life; He gives us life as we overcome. We have to take the first step as though there were no God. It is no use to wait for God to help us, He will not; but immediately we arise, we find He is there. It requires the inspiration of God to go through drudgery with the light of God upon it."
There have been many times this week when it was all I could do to just arise-and do the next thing. I need the Lord to help me "shine"!
2nd Chemotherapy
Journal Entry-February 19-20, 2009
My second chemotherapy was today. My blood counts were normal. The results from my PET scan were normal also! They did not find any signs of cancer anywhere else in my body. Chemotherapy went as expected. I went back on Friday for my fluids and shot. The bone pain was a little better this time; the nausea, maybe a little worse. The burning in my throat and stomach is much worse this time. But I am planning on going to work tomorrow. The pain will be there at home or work, so I might as well just press on!
I do have a big praise! I was able to order one of my expensive medications from a different place and it saved us a lot of money! But...they were out of stock and had to order it. They sent it out on Monday of this week with the expected arrival date of Friday. I needed the medicine to take on Friday morning for nausea. The lady on the phone said she really hoped it would make it on time. I told her I would do better than that-I would pray that it would make it on Thursday! When we got home from chemo. on Thursday, there was a delivery note in our box that we had missed the mail carrier when she stopped to deliver the medicine. I called the post office and they tracked her down on her route. Joe was able to meet her close by and get the medicine!
To God be the glory!
My second chemotherapy was today. My blood counts were normal. The results from my PET scan were normal also! They did not find any signs of cancer anywhere else in my body. Chemotherapy went as expected. I went back on Friday for my fluids and shot. The bone pain was a little better this time; the nausea, maybe a little worse. The burning in my throat and stomach is much worse this time. But I am planning on going to work tomorrow. The pain will be there at home or work, so I might as well just press on!
I do have a big praise! I was able to order one of my expensive medications from a different place and it saved us a lot of money! But...they were out of stock and had to order it. They sent it out on Monday of this week with the expected arrival date of Friday. I needed the medicine to take on Friday morning for nausea. The lady on the phone said she really hoped it would make it on time. I told her I would do better than that-I would pray that it would make it on Thursday! When we got home from chemo. on Thursday, there was a delivery note in our box that we had missed the mail carrier when she stopped to deliver the medicine. I called the post office and they tracked her down on her route. Joe was able to meet her close by and get the medicine!
To God be the glory!
Grace Under Trial
Journal Entry-February 18, 2009
I received a card at church telling me that an "angel" had arranged for me to receive all the CDs of the Ladies Bible Study at church free of charge! This is such a blessing! The theme is "Grace under Trial" so I know these will be a great encouragement to me during my treatment.
I received a card at church telling me that an "angel" had arranged for me to receive all the CDs of the Ladies Bible Study at church free of charge! This is such a blessing! The theme is "Grace under Trial" so I know these will be a great encouragement to me during my treatment.
"Good Measure...Running Over"
Journal Entry-February 16, 2009
Tonight a group of ladies from church sent us seven freezer meals! We were overwhelmed by God's provision to us through His servants.
"Give and it will be given to you. Good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put in your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you."
Luke 6:38
I'm blessed to be the recipient of this "good measure" and I know the Lord will bless these ladies, as well as everyone who has so graciously given of their time and talents in cooking for our family, with just that measure and more!
Tonight a group of ladies from church sent us seven freezer meals! We were overwhelmed by God's provision to us through His servants.
"Give and it will be given to you. Good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put in your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you."
Luke 6:38
I'm blessed to be the recipient of this "good measure" and I know the Lord will bless these ladies, as well as everyone who has so graciously given of their time and talents in cooking for our family, with just that measure and more!
Open our Eyes
Journal Entry-February 13, 2009
"And Elisha prayed, and said, 'Lord, I pray, open his eyes that he may see.' Then the Lord opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw. And behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha." 2 Kings 6:17
"Blessed are they that put their trust in Him." Psalm 2:12
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7
"And Elisha prayed, and said, 'Lord, I pray, open his eyes that he may see.' Then the Lord opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw. And behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha." 2 Kings 6:17
"Blessed are they that put their trust in Him." Psalm 2:12
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7
Hair Today-Gone Tomorrow!
Journal Entry-February 12, 2009
Exactly two weeks from my first chemotherapy treatment, I lost my hair. Today is the first day for me to wear my "cranial prothesis" (or in laymen's terms-my wig!)
"Why, even the hairs of your head are numbered. Fear not, you are of mor value than many sparrows." Luke 12:7
"The Lord gave (hair), and the Lord has taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord!" Job 1:21
Exactly two weeks from my first chemotherapy treatment, I lost my hair. Today is the first day for me to wear my "cranial prothesis" (or in laymen's terms-my wig!)
"Why, even the hairs of your head are numbered. Fear not, you are of mor value than many sparrows." Luke 12:7
"The Lord gave (hair), and the Lord has taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord!" Job 1:21
The God of Hope
Journal Entry-February 10, 2009
It was Anna's turn to pray in the car on the way to school this morning. She said, "I know you can and you will heal my mom."
"From the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise." Psalm 8:2
"God is our refuge and our strength." Isaiah 46:1
"His compassions never fail. They are new every morning." Lamentations 3:23-23
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him." Romans 15-13
"From the end of the earth will I cry unto Thee; when my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I." Psalm 61:2
"Grace, mercy, and peace from God our Father and Jesus, our Lord." I Timothy 1:2
"Whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, you shall receive." Matthew 21:22
"Then he spoke a parable to them, that men always ought to pray and not lose heart." Luke 18:1
It was Anna's turn to pray in the car on the way to school this morning. She said, "I know you can and you will heal my mom."
"From the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise." Psalm 8:2
"God is our refuge and our strength." Isaiah 46:1
"His compassions never fail. They are new every morning." Lamentations 3:23-23
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him." Romans 15-13
"From the end of the earth will I cry unto Thee; when my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I." Psalm 61:2
"Grace, mercy, and peace from God our Father and Jesus, our Lord." I Timothy 1:2
"Whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, you shall receive." Matthew 21:22
"Then he spoke a parable to them, that men always ought to pray and not lose heart." Luke 18:1
Mid Week Blessings
Journal Entry-February 3-6, 2009
Joey came home from church Sunday night with a fever of 101. Joe took him to the doctor on Monday and he has bronchitis. We are taking precautions with germs at home and trusting the Lord to keep me, and all of us, well. I worked the rest of the week. It was a struggle just to take the next step sometimes, but I have no doubt that all the prayers being prayed for me were answered and I could keep going. On Wednesday night I was really struggling with the mouth sores and heartburn. I was at home on the couch waiting for Joe and the kids to get back from church and the phone rang. It was someone from church offering to bring a meal Thursday night. It was such a blessing. On Thursday I prayed that whatever she fixed would be soft enough for me to eat. She brought the most delicious and tender pork roast I've ever had with mashed potatoes and gravy! I was even able to go to the circus on a field trip with my class on Friday. I went for blood work after school and my counts were normal! We discussed my symptoms and possible things to change next time to help with them. She said most of my symptoms the weekend after were due to dehydration, so they will give me fluids the day after my chemo. from now on when I go for the Neulasta shot.
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9
"How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! How great is the sum of them!"
Psalm 139:17
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace, as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." Romans 15:13
"The Lord make His face shine upon you. And be gracious to you." Numbers 6:25
Joey came home from church Sunday night with a fever of 101. Joe took him to the doctor on Monday and he has bronchitis. We are taking precautions with germs at home and trusting the Lord to keep me, and all of us, well. I worked the rest of the week. It was a struggle just to take the next step sometimes, but I have no doubt that all the prayers being prayed for me were answered and I could keep going. On Wednesday night I was really struggling with the mouth sores and heartburn. I was at home on the couch waiting for Joe and the kids to get back from church and the phone rang. It was someone from church offering to bring a meal Thursday night. It was such a blessing. On Thursday I prayed that whatever she fixed would be soft enough for me to eat. She brought the most delicious and tender pork roast I've ever had with mashed potatoes and gravy! I was even able to go to the circus on a field trip with my class on Friday. I went for blood work after school and my counts were normal! We discussed my symptoms and possible things to change next time to help with them. She said most of my symptoms the weekend after were due to dehydration, so they will give me fluids the day after my chemo. from now on when I go for the Neulasta shot.
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9
"How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! How great is the sum of them!"
Psalm 139:17
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace, as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." Romans 15:13
"The Lord make His face shine upon you. And be gracious to you." Numbers 6:25
Treasures in Jars of Clay
Journal Entry-February 1-2, 2009
I've had several scripture passages come to my mind as I'm doing about all I can do, which is lie down. I can sleep right after I take some medicine for the pain, but when I wake the effects of the chemo. are right there again.
"For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, 'Abba! Father!' The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with Him in order that we might be glorified with Him. For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us...for in this hope were we saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience." Romans 8:15-18, 24-25
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying about in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that the life of Jesus may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light and momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison as we look not to the things which are seen, but to the things which are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.
I've had several scripture passages come to my mind as I'm doing about all I can do, which is lie down. I can sleep right after I take some medicine for the pain, but when I wake the effects of the chemo. are right there again.
"For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, 'Abba! Father!' The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with Him in order that we might be glorified with Him. For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us...for in this hope were we saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience." Romans 8:15-18, 24-25
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying about in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that the life of Jesus may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light and momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison as we look not to the things which are seen, but to the things which are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.
Side Effects
Journal Entry-January 31, 2009
During the night I felt like I was getting the flu. I woke with my pulse racing and my head spinning. I have sharp pains in my chest, lower back, and legs. They told me that some people will have moderate to severe bone pain with the Neulasta shot. I know now that I am one of those people! I have an extremely bad headache, very dry mouth, and a low grade fever. I need to drink, but the nausea and the metal taste in my mouth make it difficult to do. I've decided not to work on Monday , so I called in a substitute.
During the night I felt like I was getting the flu. I woke with my pulse racing and my head spinning. I have sharp pains in my chest, lower back, and legs. They told me that some people will have moderate to severe bone pain with the Neulasta shot. I know now that I am one of those people! I have an extremely bad headache, very dry mouth, and a low grade fever. I need to drink, but the nausea and the metal taste in my mouth make it difficult to do. I've decided not to work on Monday , so I called in a substitute.
Anna as Molly Pitcher
Journal Entry-January 30, 2009
I helped get the kids out the door to school then slept until I had to get ready to go back to the cancer center. Each time I have chemo. I will go back the next day to get a shot called Neulasta that will boost my white blood cell count. It will hopefully keep my count from dropping too low during the 7-14 day period after chemo. I feel tired and nauseated but we stopped by the school to see Anna present her oral report on Molly Pitcher. She made her first Power Point and had a great costume a dear friend of mine let me borrow. It was a special blessing to see her because I would've normally been working. I also missed Open House for the first time this year because I couldn't spare the day off from work, so I felt like I was able to participate in a small way.
I helped get the kids out the door to school then slept until I had to get ready to go back to the cancer center. Each time I have chemo. I will go back the next day to get a shot called Neulasta that will boost my white blood cell count. It will hopefully keep my count from dropping too low during the 7-14 day period after chemo. I feel tired and nauseated but we stopped by the school to see Anna present her oral report on Molly Pitcher. She made her first Power Point and had a great costume a dear friend of mine let me borrow. It was a special blessing to see her because I would've normally been working. I also missed Open House for the first time this year because I couldn't spare the day off from work, so I felt like I was able to participate in a small way.
1st Chemotherapy
Journal Entry-January 29, 2009
Joe and I dropped the kids off at school and headed to the cancer center for my first chemotherapy. I have blood work done first to check my blood counts. This time they are also getting a baseline for my kidney and liver function, as well as a timber marker. This is a cancer indicator that they will check periodically to see the effectiveness of the chemotherapy. Then we're off to see Dr. Go! He is patient with my long list of questions. My EKG from earlier in the week showed my heart to be strong and ready for the chemo. drugs. They will recheck my heart later to determine if there is any damage from the chemo. The drug, Adriamycin, weakens the heart valve muscles, so there will always be a higher risk for me of heart related problems. But the cancer benefits far outweigh the negative side-effects. I will get 3 drugs each round of chemotherapy; once every three weeks for 6 rounds. They are: Adriamycin, Taxotere, and Cytoxan. We then go to the chemotherapy rooms to meet Cassie, my nurse. She goes over all the possible side-effects of the drugs and tells me what I should do to help prevent them. Then they start my IV with some pre-treatment medicines-benedryl in case of an allergic reaction, Emend for nausea, and Zofran for heartburn. After that they start with Adriamycin, affectionately called "the red devil". It is a bright red drug that comes in a large syringe and must be "pushed" through the IV port. You must eat ice the entire time they give it to reduce the size of the blood vessels in your mouth and throat to keep them from absorbing too much of the chemical. Cassie talks to me the whole time to keep my mind off the strong metal taste. It must be done very carefully so it doesn't back up in my IV and get on my skin. It would cause a serious chemical burn if it did (but ironically it's fine to put in my veins!). Cassie told me that once a lady told her that it isn't the "red devil" it is the blood of Jesus taking all the cancer out of her body! So I keep my thoughts on this! Next comes the other two medicines that go through my IV, Taxotere and Cytoxan. Joe and I eat lunch and I try to rest. The total time of chemo. was 4 and one half hours. I came home and rested. Someone from church brought us a wonderful meal. I ate, but tasted little. Joe and the kids gave me a cute card with a Weimaraner on the front that looks just our Brissy!
One down, five to go!
Joe and I dropped the kids off at school and headed to the cancer center for my first chemotherapy. I have blood work done first to check my blood counts. This time they are also getting a baseline for my kidney and liver function, as well as a timber marker. This is a cancer indicator that they will check periodically to see the effectiveness of the chemotherapy. Then we're off to see Dr. Go! He is patient with my long list of questions. My EKG from earlier in the week showed my heart to be strong and ready for the chemo. drugs. They will recheck my heart later to determine if there is any damage from the chemo. The drug, Adriamycin, weakens the heart valve muscles, so there will always be a higher risk for me of heart related problems. But the cancer benefits far outweigh the negative side-effects. I will get 3 drugs each round of chemotherapy; once every three weeks for 6 rounds. They are: Adriamycin, Taxotere, and Cytoxan. We then go to the chemotherapy rooms to meet Cassie, my nurse. She goes over all the possible side-effects of the drugs and tells me what I should do to help prevent them. Then they start my IV with some pre-treatment medicines-benedryl in case of an allergic reaction, Emend for nausea, and Zofran for heartburn. After that they start with Adriamycin, affectionately called "the red devil". It is a bright red drug that comes in a large syringe and must be "pushed" through the IV port. You must eat ice the entire time they give it to reduce the size of the blood vessels in your mouth and throat to keep them from absorbing too much of the chemical. Cassie talks to me the whole time to keep my mind off the strong metal taste. It must be done very carefully so it doesn't back up in my IV and get on my skin. It would cause a serious chemical burn if it did (but ironically it's fine to put in my veins!). Cassie told me that once a lady told her that it isn't the "red devil" it is the blood of Jesus taking all the cancer out of her body! So I keep my thoughts on this! Next comes the other two medicines that go through my IV, Taxotere and Cytoxan. Joe and I eat lunch and I try to rest. The total time of chemo. was 4 and one half hours. I came home and rested. Someone from church brought us a wonderful meal. I ate, but tasted little. Joe and the kids gave me a cute card with a Weimaraner on the front that looks just our Brissy!
One down, five to go!
Fear Not-Just Believe
Journal Entry-January 28, 2009
This night before my first chemotherapy treatment I am a little anxious, mostly about the "unknown". I am hopeful and ready to start.
"Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10
I also read these verses in my devotions today about faith and healing.
"Is not this the carpenter's son?...Where then did this man get all these things? And they took offense at him. And he did not do many mighty works there because of their unbelief."
Matthew 13:55-58
"When he entered the house, the blind men came to him and Jesus said to them, 'Do you believe I am able to do this?' They said to him, 'Yes, Lord.' Then he touched their eyes saying, 'According to your faith be it done to you.' And their eyes were opened." Matthew 9:28-29
This night before my first chemotherapy treatment I am a little anxious, mostly about the "unknown". I am hopeful and ready to start.
"Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10
I also read these verses in my devotions today about faith and healing.
"Is not this the carpenter's son?...Where then did this man get all these things? And they took offense at him. And he did not do many mighty works there because of their unbelief."
Matthew 13:55-58
"When he entered the house, the blind men came to him and Jesus said to them, 'Do you believe I am able to do this?' They said to him, 'Yes, Lord.' Then he touched their eyes saying, 'According to your faith be it done to you.' And their eyes were opened." Matthew 9:28-29
Walk in Newness of Life
Journal Entry-January 27, 2009
"He has made everything beautiful in its time" Ecc. 3:11
"...Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard...the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him." I Corinthians 2:9
"Walk in newness of life." Romans 6:4
"I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the Lord which made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber." Psalm 121:1-3
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make straight your path." Proverbs 3:5-6
"He has made everything beautiful in its time" Ecc. 3:11
"...Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard...the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him." I Corinthians 2:9
"Walk in newness of life." Romans 6:4
"I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the Lord which made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber." Psalm 121:1-3
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make straight your path." Proverbs 3:5-6
Card from Anna's Class
Journal Entry-January 26, 2009
Anna's class at school all signed a card for me today. A girl in her class picked the card out herself and brought it in for them all to sign. The verse on the cover was: "Let us come boldly to the very throne of God and stay there to receive His mercy and to find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrews 4:16
Here are other verses from cards I've received this week.
"The Lord is my strength and my shield, in Him my heart trusts, and I am helped. My heart exults, and with my song I give thanks to Him." Psalm 28:7
"Grace and peace be multiplied unto you." II Peter 1:2
"I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." Hebrews 13:5
Anna's class at school all signed a card for me today. A girl in her class picked the card out herself and brought it in for them all to sign. The verse on the cover was: "Let us come boldly to the very throne of God and stay there to receive His mercy and to find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrews 4:16
Here are other verses from cards I've received this week.
"The Lord is my strength and my shield, in Him my heart trusts, and I am helped. My heart exults, and with my song I give thanks to Him." Psalm 28:7
"Grace and peace be multiplied unto you." II Peter 1:2
"I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." Hebrews 13:5
"He will Quiet You"
Journal Entry-January 24, 2009
I've had several calls and cards lately that have been especially encouraging to me as I wait for my treatment to start next week.
''The Lord your God is in your midst, a victorious warrior. He will exalt over you with joy, He will quiet you in his love. He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy." Zephaniah 3:17
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace." Romans 15:13
"The Lord will bless His people with peace." Psalm 29:11
"Behold I am with you and will keep you wherever you go...for I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you." Genesis 28:15
I've had several calls and cards lately that have been especially encouraging to me as I wait for my treatment to start next week.
''The Lord your God is in your midst, a victorious warrior. He will exalt over you with joy, He will quiet you in his love. He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy." Zephaniah 3:17
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace." Romans 15:13
"The Lord will bless His people with peace." Psalm 29:11
"Behold I am with you and will keep you wherever you go...for I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you." Genesis 28:15
"Look Unto Me"
Journal Entry-January 22, 2009
I read this in my devotions this morning from My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers. Isaiah 45:22 "Look unto Me, and be ye saved." "Do we expect God to come to us with His blessings and save us? He says-Look unto Me and be ye saved! Troubles nearly always make us look to God. His blessings are apt to make us look elsewhere. Narrow all your interests until the attitude of mind and heart and body is concentration on Jesus Christ. "Look unto Me". Rouse yourself up and look to God! Build your hope on Him. No matter if there are a hundred and one things that press, resolutely exclude them all and look to Him; and salvation IS-the moment you look."
I read this in my devotions this morning from My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers. Isaiah 45:22 "Look unto Me, and be ye saved." "Do we expect God to come to us with His blessings and save us? He says-Look unto Me and be ye saved! Troubles nearly always make us look to God. His blessings are apt to make us look elsewhere. Narrow all your interests until the attitude of mind and heart and body is concentration on Jesus Christ. "Look unto Me". Rouse yourself up and look to God! Build your hope on Him. No matter if there are a hundred and one things that press, resolutely exclude them all and look to Him; and salvation IS-the moment you look."
We have a Plan!
Journal Entry-January 21, 2009
Joe and I met with Dr. Gococo today. He is very knowledgeable, funny, and easy to understand. The MRI showed the tumor to be around 2 inches. There was no sign of cancer anywhere else and the lymph nodes are not enlarged. This is good news! He said that "curability-wise there is no difference between doing chemo. or surgery first. But he recommends chemo. because it is showing so much success in reducing tumor size and cleaning cancer from lymph nodes when done prior to surgery. So he wants to start chemo. next Thursday. It is also comforting to know that my whole body is getting chemo. right now in case there are any cells floating around elsewhere.
So...the Lord answered my prayer 6 days early! We have a plan!
In church tonight we sang "In Christ Alone" and "Be still my Soul". They were a great comfort to me. On the days when I feel like singing in the car on the way to work, I've been singing "In Christ Alone", "I will Glory in my Redeemer", and "How Deep the Father's Love". They are all great reminders of Christ's love and care for me during this trial.
Joe and I met with Dr. Gococo today. He is very knowledgeable, funny, and easy to understand. The MRI showed the tumor to be around 2 inches. There was no sign of cancer anywhere else and the lymph nodes are not enlarged. This is good news! He said that "curability-wise there is no difference between doing chemo. or surgery first. But he recommends chemo. because it is showing so much success in reducing tumor size and cleaning cancer from lymph nodes when done prior to surgery. So he wants to start chemo. next Thursday. It is also comforting to know that my whole body is getting chemo. right now in case there are any cells floating around elsewhere.
So...the Lord answered my prayer 6 days early! We have a plan!
In church tonight we sang "In Christ Alone" and "Be still my Soul". They were a great comfort to me. On the days when I feel like singing in the car on the way to work, I've been singing "In Christ Alone", "I will Glory in my Redeemer", and "How Deep the Father's Love". They are all great reminders of Christ's love and care for me during this trial.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Prayer Warriors
Journal Entry-January 20
I had my MRI today in Anderson. I should get a phone report tomorrow morning and Dr. Go will have a report before our appointment. Some wonderful friends and "prayer warriors" at my school prayed with me for my healing today.
Isaiah 53:5
"But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and by his stripes we are healed."
I had my MRI today in Anderson. I should get a phone report tomorrow morning and Dr. Go will have a report before our appointment. Some wonderful friends and "prayer warriors" at my school prayed with me for my healing today.
Isaiah 53:5
"But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and by his stripes we are healed."
Cast Your Cares Upon Him
Journal Entry-January 19, 2009
I talked with nurses at an oncologist and a surgeon's office today trying to get some guidance concerning my treatment. Both of them recommended doing chemotherapy first based on the information they currently have. I made an appointment with Dr. Gococo, the oncologist, for Wednesday and with Dr. Rippon, the surgeon, for next Tuesday.
I Peter 5:6-7
"Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you at the proper time. Casting all your anxiety on Him, because he cares for you."
I talked with nurses at an oncologist and a surgeon's office today trying to get some guidance concerning my treatment. Both of them recommended doing chemotherapy first based on the information they currently have. I made an appointment with Dr. Gococo, the oncologist, for Wednesday and with Dr. Rippon, the surgeon, for next Tuesday.
I Peter 5:6-7
"Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you at the proper time. Casting all your anxiety on Him, because he cares for you."
Answered Prayer
Journal Entry-January 18, 2009
Pastor Conley preached from Colossians 2:2-4 on prayer. He said prayer is the opposite of fainting. We should be mindful of God's promises and his blessings, thanking him for what he has done. He said that he and his boys had an issue that they were specifically praying about one day recently. His youngest son suggested that they ask God to answer it in an hour. Pastor told him he didn't think they would hear that soon, but that God would answer. Then within 45 minutes they had an answer! I decided to ask the Lord for a definite answer about my cancer treatment by a week from tomorrow-January 26!
Pastor Conley preached from Colossians 2:2-4 on prayer. He said prayer is the opposite of fainting. We should be mindful of God's promises and his blessings, thanking him for what he has done. He said that he and his boys had an issue that they were specifically praying about one day recently. His youngest son suggested that they ask God to answer it in an hour. Pastor told him he didn't think they would hear that soon, but that God would answer. Then within 45 minutes they had an answer! I decided to ask the Lord for a definite answer about my cancer treatment by a week from tomorrow-January 26!
Our Teacher
Journal Entry-January 16, 2009
Joe and I met with Dr. Blouin today to discuss the lab reports from my biopsy. She said the tumor was around 7cm, but it was hard to measure. She recommended surgery, chemotherapy, and then radiation. She ordered an MRI for next Tuesday.
A friend of mine who just finished her chemotherapy and surgery said that this time of "not knowing the plan" is the hardest time of all. We have asked everyone to pray for guidance in making the upcoming decisions.
Isaiah 30:20-21
"And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide himself anymore, but your eyes shall see your Teacher. And your ears shall hear a word behind you saying, "This is the way, walk in it" when you turn to the right or when you turn to the left."
Joe and I met with Dr. Blouin today to discuss the lab reports from my biopsy. She said the tumor was around 7cm, but it was hard to measure. She recommended surgery, chemotherapy, and then radiation. She ordered an MRI for next Tuesday.
A friend of mine who just finished her chemotherapy and surgery said that this time of "not knowing the plan" is the hardest time of all. We have asked everyone to pray for guidance in making the upcoming decisions.
Isaiah 30:20-21
"And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide himself anymore, but your eyes shall see your Teacher. And your ears shall hear a word behind you saying, "This is the way, walk in it" when you turn to the right or when you turn to the left."
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Nothing is Impossible With God
Journal Entry-January 15, 2009
Joe and I watched a preacher on television this morning. He just happened to be speaking about healing. He said it is no harder for God to heal cancer than it is for him to heal the common cold.
Luke 1:37-"For nothing will be impossible with God."
I spoke with a "friend-of-a-friend" today who has just finished her chemotherapy and surgery and will be starting radiation soon. She told me about how her doctors had decided to do chemotherapy first and that it had been very successful in her treatment. We will see the surgeon on Friday to discuss treatment options. We have asked others to join with us as we pray for clarity in making these decisions.
I have already begun to receive cards with encouraging thoughts and prayers!
Psalm 119:76-"Let, I pray thee, Thy merciful kindness be for my comfort..."
Isaiah 41:13-"For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not, I will help thee."
"Knots on the root of the oak tree tell of many storms and how deep the roots have forced their way into the earth. Thus the Christian is made strong and firmly rooted by the storms of life."
-Charles Spurgeon
Ephesians 3:17-19-"...that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ."
Joe and I watched a preacher on television this morning. He just happened to be speaking about healing. He said it is no harder for God to heal cancer than it is for him to heal the common cold.
Luke 1:37-"For nothing will be impossible with God."
I spoke with a "friend-of-a-friend" today who has just finished her chemotherapy and surgery and will be starting radiation soon. She told me about how her doctors had decided to do chemotherapy first and that it had been very successful in her treatment. We will see the surgeon on Friday to discuss treatment options. We have asked others to join with us as we pray for clarity in making these decisions.
I have already begun to receive cards with encouraging thoughts and prayers!
Psalm 119:76-"Let, I pray thee, Thy merciful kindness be for my comfort..."
Isaiah 41:13-"For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not, I will help thee."
"Knots on the root of the oak tree tell of many storms and how deep the roots have forced their way into the earth. Thus the Christian is made strong and firmly rooted by the storms of life."
-Charles Spurgeon
Ephesians 3:17-19-"...that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ."
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